YOU REALLY DRIVE ME CRAZY .... hmmm when can i hear u say " i love you" to me ... hmmm i really tried my best to give u whatever i can give u in such a small period i noe we didnt noe each other for a long time ... but I like to spend time with u den my friends ... hmmm . that day u say u dun feel like going out with anyone ... hmmm but after yesterday euu told me to give euu time ... hmmm i noe .. i rush for the answer ... but after u tell me what euu feel u finally when out with ur friend's hmmm AND I THAT IRRAITING??? That you dun wanna go out with me ... I noe i am a bored person.. because i dun have freedom... thats why ??? u noe !!?? ... after i heard what u say yesterday ... i am so SADD >< ..... WHY ??? haix ... maybe u realli dun like me bah .... i noe force someone to like me it will nt have any happiness ><>>><<<<><>< some people almost fall ~ so the announcement was " Attentions all passenger sorry for the delay the railway of the train is down or something littad ... plz understand ... thank you !!than the chinese version was more funny ... hahas hmmm so no choice i waited for at least 20 mins than i walk off the train i and waited for 30 min for bus 5 to came ...lol than reach home like about 8.30 haix so tried ... i hope i could go tired everyday so that i would't think of u... when in tan tock seng hospital ... when i went in saw a family crying ... maybe a member die or rip ... hmmm sad ... so TTSH is a big hospital .... lol i get lost there today lols !! .. hmmm so Lesie ( LC ) our department in charge ... she ask us to get for her duck rice plus smth else lol cost $5 lol .... haha but never mind she is rich bahh hahax ...ok and today work with comeone call rabita... smth littad i named her RABBIT LOLS ...hmm i think is gonna be time i leave singapore ... hmmm ... lol and never come back ... HAIX ... so i not gonna think any stuff stupid?? hmmm got a fedback from my teacher in-charge ... lols ....
{ love had made me blind- }
YWednesday, October 31, 2007
First Day Of Job- Attachment @ HCA Hopices Care ...
Hmmm... so whats about my day today ??? ummm.... today wake up at 5am +++ because it is just too cold lol so have to wake up to switch off the air-con ... lols than when out at 7.00 littad to meet both my friends because i got to bring them there for job attachment... ummm maybe if i have not volunteer to bring them there i would not have to go le ... haha btw maybe i just wish to go but i bad thing is i can`t go onbline and chat there argg ... MSN is not going to get out of my life man... hmmm today morning when to mac and eat lol .... both of my friend's get hashbrown to eat ... hmmm and i got a hotcakes with saugage to eat hmmm i eat like nobody time lol like eating damm it slow hahas .. i used like 30mins lol since i have alot of time till 8.00am lol ... hmmm so we went there by MRT and the organization was at novena lol ... so far .. or isnt dam far too la ... haha ... once we reached there was like about 8.45am wow lucky we are early haha... or not will get scolded from my best supervisor hahas .. hmmm i noe her since june when i went the for the first time haha she was a nice person , nice to joke around with haha... hmmm didnt get any photos bahh ... hehe but am i really working lols ... i am always asking myself because i am always on my sms waiting for someone message lol .... hmmm quite lame rite hahs... hmm today something happened .... hmmm just hope someone will lend me his shoulder to cry for just once haix ... hmm i think no one will help me ... or lend me thier shoulders ... hmmm maybe i am just thinking too much .... LOL .... came back home at around 6pm ++ haha cant remember the time le lol ... haha reached home felt so tired who wanna massage me lol >< lol ... hmmm so i think i would need a nice rest bahhx or not tommorrow will be a tried day ... lol but sometime why must my stupid brain think of this " Am i really useless??" sometimes i really think the ans is yes !! but sometimes NO lol haha i really dunno myself ethier ... hahax
maybe ... maybe ... maybe one day i should go out and have a deep relax haha anyone wanna pei me ..... ???? tag me hahas if u wanna ...
That's about it haha shixuan
{ love had made me blind- }
YTuesday, October 30, 2007
Hmmm ~ Have I Did Something Wrong ?? Or Perhaps I am Thinking too much ?
hmmm .. today someone feel really werid ... hmmm totally worried ??? >.< haix .... if really please tell me ... ummm ... but smth happened i cannot really turned back time ... coz time only keep turning but it will never turn back even u have special power;s or wadever crapp ... BUT the thing is i hope u'll tell me what happen to u so i can cheer u up u see ??? hmmm but sometimes i really wanna noe what i come to this world ferr?? hmmm ... but right is study ??? work ??? and maybe relationship maybe ...
But there's is always a thinking up i my mind .... Am i really useless?? like a piece of rock or waste paper ....
COMMING into the state of emo-ing again?? with no facial expression ?? hmmm hmmm let me post a emo song bahxx ? But whenever i am emo .. ppl cheer me up but will this time be a person cheering me up??
I Will Never Let You Go ....~ Janice ~
T^T
sign off shixuan
{ love had made me blind- }
YMonday, October 29, 2007
Happy Day ~
Tada....
Lol..... actually lost my last blog email and password lol ... haix so sad ... lol have many post in the accounts , but is time to start a new blog... hmmm so now is time to blog about yesterday ... hmmm .. went out with kasidet... hmmm we arranged to meet at ParkWay Parade ... In the end i am the one who reached there late lol... felt abit pai seh ... because i promise him to reach there before he reach ... hahas *sorry kasidet * hahas ... hmmm so we when park way parade .. den he is trying to find a magazine shop , to buy a magazine for his cousin ... hmmm we when around PP to walk walk lol .... after awhile kasidet saw his friend haha den he was like asking me to run lol ... whahah like so un-kind ar lol ... hehe after that i went to his uncle hse to swim lols.... hahas.... i didnt swim ... lol .... i only see him swim larss ... haha ... hmmm after that we when to his uncle hse to wash up ..... hahas hmmm really have a great day with him ya :D Hey Kasidet thanks for spending ur day wit me ... haha ... lets meet sometime again kays ? haha ... hmm so after we wash up we take bus 196 back to bedok bus interchange ... hahas ... he ate fried oyster ... hmmm den i wanna jian fei .. so i ate smth not very oily ... hahas before we left the hse he say he wanted to jian fei but still eat fried oyster lol so oily ?? hehe ....
Think that's all for yesterday bahh .... Hope can spend more time together ... hahas ... with u is so my laughter haha and fun :D
Signing off ... Bye Bye :D
shixuan :P
{ love had made me blind- }
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